What happened
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- 5:49 AM
Hi guys!
So in my previous entry, I talked about my plans. So after I wrapped up my entry, I called my dad. And his reaction was "tanya ibu", obviously my heart was pumping so fast and everything crossed my mind. What if he doesn't allow?? GOSH NO all I want to hear is a 'yes' and I would reject a no. So I sent some pictures detailing the run and so on. And soon he went back, he didn't say anything. He remained silent. For the whole night. I though of giving him so space... to think. Well, I'm so understandable. Ha-Ha.
That night was kind of weird.. as far as I remember, he didn't even mention about the run, that night. I was so nervous. I got the feelings that it might be a bad sign. I pretended so hard to be and to ACT normal that night (it was so tiring to pretend ugh)-as if nothing happenend and as if I-don't-really-mind-if-it's-a-no (ok I lied but what can I do?)
The next morning, I woke up kind of late, and as soon as I went out of my room, dad suddenly gave me a happiness-fever when he approached "nak pergi, pergi la. nanti register", WOW are you happy? nahh bcs I am!!! hehe seriously I quickly turned around to let out my unstoppable-broad-smile. wohoo!
I was so happy I didn't about my other plan, lepak at a restaurant that saturday lol. Tbh I didn't ask my to drive.. I just asked my mom to send me over. And guess what happened? It was the worst day ever. It took about 40mins to arrive to the place where we promised to meet. My mom wanted to go to a wedding (somewhere nearby the restaurant) with my dad. So she dropped me there, and went back home which is another 40mins and went back for a wedding. Okay, the thing is, when I was about 15mins to arrive, my friend texted me something.
And bla bla, the plan was cancelled. ops. I was about to burst out, but oh I was alone.. at the restaurant. I just didn't have the gut to tell my mom "oh the plan is cancelled" when she drove for several minutes just to know that it was wasted. I put my act on and pretended as if everything was okay. So I went inside the restaurant shamelessly alone, sitted on a table of four chairs. I played with my phone as soon as I sit -to reduce the tendecy of people to think I'm lonely. A waiter came and looking at me dubiously "Aaa.. kak?", emphasizing the pen and notebook he was holding, I think it was so clear- I was so ashame. I made my order, "mi goreng dgn milo ais", and he was kind of -surprised (?) should I say? He said "bungkus?", and that explains of what he thinks of me -oh this akak want to bungkus, don't tell me that she's going to have lunch all alone?
I beamed 'widely' as I said "makan sini". Fyi I woke up at 11am that moring HAHA and we promised to meet at 11am. UGHH luckily I just woke up doh at that time. I was rushingg, took my bath, dressed up, and then left asap. My rushingness wasn't worth it at all. Thus, I hadn't even took my breakfast. So it was my brunch. I didn't want to be late so when I woke up, breakfast didn't even cross my mind. What a good friend am I.
After an hour I called my mom and told her I wanted to go to the wedding (I hate weddings sigh but ye la I had no choice) with them bcs I can't stand acting as if I was finishing my food for another hour. When my parents arrived, my mom was like "mana kawan? dah balik?", I just couldn't keep it to myself so I told the truth, and my mom started babbling, "haa selalu macam tu kan. plan plan, lepas tu tak jadi. semua tak jadi", omg HA-HA it was just too much (my mom's complain) but yeah that's enough la
What a bad plan
Have you ever experienced this before? This usually happens to girls!! Haha plan lama gila, but end up cancelled lol.

